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Limerence

by Spencer Carlson

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1.
Keep Running 03:27
Keep running They are coming They'll do anything To steal your everything Keep Running They are not stopping Don't you let them near They can smell your fear There is nothing else That can hold your soul Don't depend on any wealth 'Cause it won't help Take what you want It wont be long Until they do the same to you And find a way to break you You're only letting them in You're only letting them win Just to become another one Of their collection Don't you worry I'll be there in a hurry Hold on to what makes them weak Your identity
2.
Rusted Crown 03:30
I don't know where else to go On the wrong side of the road Everyone is A little crooked As the rat wakes up from her sleep Take a little bite of me We say nothing We say nothing As we're lying in the dirt Picking at Mother Earth She is crying out to me "Man, I can't get no sleep" I don't wanna leave her alone But I really gotta get out of this Wretched place, oh boy Now I'm under a neon sign A man comes up from behind He keeps talking About nothing All of his words spill on the bar Traveled short and missed the mark I don't know what He is saying As I get down on the ground To pick up my fallen crown He is crying out to me "Man, I can't get no relief" I don't wanna leave him alone But I really gotta get out of this Situation As I'm laying in my bed Waiting for this night to end An angel comes down to me Softly sings me to sleep Takes off my rusted crown Lays my head back down so I can Dream 'bout something else
3.
Limerence 03:57
A few more days 'til I see you I don't want to Make you feel just like I do So empty Running down the hallway like a banshee From your own ghosts Someone came saying that you almost Fell for me It always Gets better When I'm around you But you caught me Pretending I'm over you Falling in and out of limerence I Rush it sometimes But when I look into your eyes I see heaven Looking back at me with omnipotence Leaves me reverent Finding nirvana in your presence You caught me It always Gets better When I'm around you But you caught me Pretending I'm over you Come here by me If you want to Come here by me If you're scared We'll make the ghosts but reflection Echo out and Disappear It always Gets better When I'm around you But you caught me Pretending I'm over you It always Gets better When I'm around you It always Gets better When I'm around you
4.
Can someone please help me Get me on my feet I'm through chasing Plagiarized daydreams The more that I notice The less I feel within Always trying to fix Things that I shouldn't Ever worry about Can someone please help me I can't feel a thing Not the summer breeze Nor everyone smiling Passing by my window I can see them come and go Feeling something good That I misunderstood That I don't think I'll ever know My heart is poisoned My brain is dulled I'm kept in silence I'm kept culled But I'm having such a good day I'm having such a good day I'm having such a good day Please don't cast me away But I'm having such a good day I'm having such a good day I'm having such a good day Will someone come and play
5.
Diamond Ring 03:56
She Is gonna take you out tonight alright Go Go enjoy your time spent with her By your side as she She will show you off to all her friends Like some prize she's won She's a collector Of all pretty things She's a collector And he He will fill your heart with precious words Original just Just so you know that you're on his mind All the time but Soon to find out you are one Of a million They're all collectors Of all pretty things They're all collectors And they'll say anything To keep you where they need Whether its on a trophy shelf Or collecting dust like everybody else Just like everyone else Just like everyone else And you You shine brighter than a diamond ring Or anything that words Words could be used to define your soul Its all they know but don't Don't fall for this petty game Its all the same in the end They're all collectors Of all pretty things They're all collectors And they'll say anything To keep you where they need Whether its on a trophy shelf Or collecting dust like everybody else Just like everyone else Just like everyone else
6.
Melt 04:35
I wish I could melt into the wall I would become a painting to behold Everyone around would stop and stare Someone could trying to steal me if they dare And they would stare And they would stare I would be so very beautiful And anyone who wanted to see Me Could I wish I could melt into the street I would watch as the riot swallowed the police Everyone around would know my name As the street for when the day came And they'd know my name They'd know my name I would be marked down in history as the street that lived In infamy The walls are cracking While the floor is shaking And all the tourists have run away The riot in my head Wants all the noise to be dead While the thief only came to steal my name The only thing I know Is this frame that I call home Some silly rules made up by society I wish I could melt into the pillars Of the Seattle monorail I would keep everyone else safe From falling into my cement grave And I'd keep them safe And I'd keep them safe I would be so strong and mighty And I would have a purpose To this existence
7.
Haunted Love 03:28
You stood out in the back of the dive bar Your bright eyes Amongst white noise Leading me through unto you Among the fog As you spoke you electrified my Frankenstein Soul that I Kept around hidden Among the torch light As the ghosts dance and sway Our eyes met without delay The shadows started to fade Until the time we looked away As we got closer and closer to my home Drunkenly Numb to the Possibly idea this was all a mistake The next morning I woke up a vampire After I Sucked you dry You told me you had to tell him the truth I think I could have fallen in love Maybe I might have But what can we do In a haunted relationship In a nightmare You were a perfect dream One that I thought I could bare But now it only seems That we're back to walking the line And pretending that everything's fine As the wolves howl to the moon I hope to see you soon
8.
Train 03:09
Ridin' on a train Tryin' to find my own way I don't really know where But I hope I get there soon In a metal car Riding on some steal bars Neither the conductor Nor the ticket taker speaks But I wanna know I wanna know Where we're going No one talks to me Everyone's just staring If I make a sound they All will surround me So I sit quite still Staring out my window sill Try to just ignore them But I hear them whispering But I wanna know I wanna know Where we're going I wanna know I wanna know Where we're going I am a tree Among wind and water dancing In fields of vibrant green Man made borders Herding Mother Nature Are now encroaching me Are now encroaching me Living on demand With a pistol in my hand It can only fire if its pointed at my head But I need to know I need to know Where we're going I need to know I need to know Where we're going
9.
Eyes of blue, lips of pink Only leaves me to think Of a life spent with you Everyone will stop and stare Though they never seem to care Of what goes on in your head But I don't know why you Keep coming back I got nothing left to give But If you wait a while I'm sure I can find it Find the love that never fit Tattooed sleeves, metal rings And all the other things Left in the aftermath From a war you've won before For a look you can call your own Independent and beautiful But I don't know why you Keep coming back I got nothing left to give But If you wait a while I'm sure I can find it Find the love that never fit Never fit But I don't know why you Keep coming back I got nothing left to give But If you wait a while I'm sure I can find it Find the love that never fit Never fit
10.
False Savior 04:15
Pounding down Rainiers at the end of a lonely pier The water looks so refreshing Try to take a swim, only to find your drowning in The Kentucky river Your friends are all behind you, there is no looking back As you can't move too fast Try to turn and face them, only to get the spins And fade away 'Cause all you ever do is drink yourself to sleep And pray on some false savior to put you on your feet All you ever do is drink yourself to sleep And pray on some false savior to put you on your feet A son and his mother come home to find his father Passed out underneath the table He doesn't know what the bottle means only that It's what his father drinks every night He asks mom, "what's he doing there?" He thinks it looks a little weird As his mom takes him out the door Onto the local church where they spent the night before 'Cause all you ever do is drink yourself to sleep And pray on some false savior to put you on your feet All you ever do is drink yourself to sleep And pray on some false savior to put you on your feet I don't know why you're always saying that It is better to live in pretend Calling out to this enveloping abyss Trying to find all of the things you missed
11.
There's a color in my head It wont leave me alone As the cigar slowly burns Its got nowhere to go So I just smoked it down Left a funny taste in my mouth No longer can I breath in I'll have to do without This lung And this heart Are filled with blackening tar He said he was your lover With real debonair Filled you up with warm words That weren't really there His hands were upon yours Felt just like shackles Frozen straight to the heart It felt so cold His heart And his mouth Were filled with crippling doubt Cupid shot my arrow Straight for your heart But a raven flew in Stole it away My quiver Is all cleaned I'm left with All of these doubts
12.
Ocean Floor 03:12
Everyone saying They're doing ok and Finally feel at ease But you aren't staying Awake for no reason You gotta kill this disease They say its so easy They say its so simple They begin to question you While you're out chasing Year old daydreams That are becoming untrue But I wanna know What is on the ocean shore A pearl inside a shell Totally being ignored Lookin' up high we Try and we try Just to stand up on our feet But I'm looking low down My hands are on the ground Just searching on my knees For lasting leisure Or simple pleasure From the things that bind me While I see your eyes red Leaving things unsaid Avoiding scrutiny But I wanna know What is on the ocean floor A pearl inside a shell Totally being ignored So will you stay with me tonight Just so I know you'll be alright Yeah, will you stay by my side While we wait for the ebb of the tide

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Spencer Carlson's third studio LP, recorded over quarantine in different studios and his own bedroom.

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released June 24, 2022

Drums recorded and performed by Luke Dumke at Pinehill Studios, Seattle
Bass recorded and performed by Dune Butler
Acoustic Guitar performed by Spencer Carlson, recorded by Phillip Peterson at House of Breaking Glass, Shoreline
All other instruments performed and recorded by Spencer Carlson in his bedroom

Songs written, produced and mixed by Spencer Carlson
Mastered by Steve Turnidge at Ars Divina Studios
Album art by Izaac Melum

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